the freak goddess

"No sound escapes. No sobs to hear. Sadness expressed in rolling tears. No sound escapes. No words to hear. Part of me taken away.. Fear. No sound escapes. No wails. No cries. Only the roars of silent ..."

"You were always so close by I never had reason to miss you. And now, I hear your voice only on crackling phone lines when you call to give me "news". Nothing looks the same now. The pavement has a sti..."

"I am an open scabjust waiting to be hit again..curled up in a corner.Rest my face upon a thistleand consume my thoughts.Lovely emptiness.Tempting light.Curled now in hope of a new day.Cherished and en..."

"A single metal barhas been shovedthrough my right templeand someone is very kindlytrying to get it through the left.Aren't you lovely?I can hardly move but I'm having deep conversationwith some guy ca..."

"I am lonely for a soul..not a face, but a mind that understands me.Some intelligent gentleman who would listen..really listen to what I have to say..who would ask about my day.Sounds like someone I on..."

"You are killing me with your roundabout way of answering. Your devious ability to make everything sound like a maybe. You are killing me because you are a variant, not yet a stable aspect in my life...."

"Incubating in me are a thousand purple moments..as heavy as ironbut as friendly as chocolate.Chanting in tongues,their club staresthrough my skinand I am pinkwith why's and how's. Written September 25..."

"Slowly you landed inch by inch making your way back into my life, my heart. I drifted away in soft memories of scratching pains that will never let me forget you. Written September 25th, 2001 © on S..."

"I am your dagger.I am a death wish from a nun.I am a healthy self-image off a super-model's tongue.I am a rabbit with no luck.I am a virgin who won't fuck..a bull stuck in your china shop..nothing's b..."

"I walk the halls and answer questions in quiet voices. I comment and laugh in seriousness contemplating trivial matters. I'm moved to another dimension while you laugh through my vacant smile and cry..."

"My God watches over me. I falter like a broken clock. Tomorrow's seconds tick and trickle away. Can I ask you to wear feathers and fly away from me? This healing hand guides me awry, I stumble like a ..."