Incessant needs.---funny

Coffee doesn't do it anymore liquid demorol is great but it requires surgery for a side effect candy was dandy yet.... liquor was quicker but unfortunatley vodka gives me headaches after four hours of a liquid mental void water has to be bottled to be any good green tea is just a watered down version of something you wish it was instead coke is a temporal fix but things seldom go better with it whether up your nose or right out of the bottle adding glug to your mug qualludes are............ damn...I can't remember?????? pot was often potluck and my grass was always greener then what the other guy was fencing and it's been made offensive on a federal level friends are bending over and turning their "other" cheeks to real criminals simply because they failed to stash their stash five years for a ziploc full of smoke from material they use for rope beers been canned now with a larger chug hole but it still gives lousy head sex is out there but you need an afffadavit of good health to score a healthy fix true love is serios stuff and you have to be committed or all the world disdains you heroin was never heroic it steals all you have and then leaves you with a jones you can never keep up with nitrous oxide is a gas! but laughing till it hurts defeats the purpose speed kills but at least it's quick about it hash was always better with corned beef added love was always my biggest high but it never casme in the same strength it can't be bought and it's gift can often cause you to take up all the things that I've listed above cigarettes are breathtaking literally but oh, what a rush when you gaze into those fires of Hades blazing on the tip of your nicotine buzz just after making love or waking up for that first puff happiness can't be injected ingested, or inhaled for any longer then a brief oasis in your day wheaties never made me Olympic material LSD once turned a hamburger I was frying into a mooing cow with third degree burns on my stovetop I could taste the bristles and the hide and hoofs I swore of meat for months religion promises much but it carries a lot of "wait" Vacations always require you to come back and leave you wishing you had just left chocolate makes me smile while it slowly chokes my arteries to death ladies are nice but I'm having trouble getting into them lately fri-ends always have-ends stuck about halfway through the word itself Marriage is an (I) surrounded by Marr, and age children still brighten my world untouched by its vices they sing and dance and laugh the greatest natural highs we leave behind as we get older So poetry is my refuge from the sober world in which I now exist creative juices are my drink/drug of choice yet still I am haunted taunted and sometimes flaunted and not always undaunted by those old...Incessant needs ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~Artis Written January 23rd, 2000 © on Jan 04 2002 02:04 AM PST   0 • 14