Days Like Today
By bonnie blue
Some days are so easy, passing by with barely a ripple. Everything goes smoothly; I’m surrounded by smiles, love and laughter; and then there are days like today, when clouds hang overhead; when I feel like I’m an idiot; when nothing makes much sense, and few things matter. Today old wounds are grumbling and restless, threatening to take over my fragile balance of mind. Anxieties abound. Doubts overwhelm me. What have I done wrong? What didn’t I do? Why this and why that, till I feel like screaming, and sometimes do… I’m afraid someone will see that my heart is weeping, but equally fear no one will; I need someone to care… to accept me tears and all, weak or strong; just to hold me, and tell me not to worry, that today will be over soon, and that tomorrow will come with a whole new beginning, a new set of challenges; but more strength to face them and a warm heart to shield me from having a single day more like this one, when all I feel is empty and alone. Bonnie Cook 8-Apr-02 Written April 8th, 2002 © on Apr 08 2002 02:53 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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