It Wasn't Me
By bonnie blue
It wasn’t me It never was All this time I’ve been living A fantasy You played along Till it suited you not to And let me just Crash and burn No explanation ---not an honest one--- instead of telling me there was someone else you fed me excuses damn you damn you you took my heart into yours and showed me the light and then locked it away from me so many things I thought I meant to you All just stupid Schoolgirl notions I should know better Why did I let you get so close Why was I so open All I get is this pain You have a new love I get to bleed Why, damn you Why wasn’t I good enough for you? Why is it that my needs were too much to accept? Why tell me you love me And make it impossible for me not to love you back And then just walk away? Cut me open like a slaughtered lamb And hang me out to dry? Why? I’m so stupid. I’m so cut to pieces. I’m so damned alone. Bonnie Cook 12-Apr-02 Written April 12th, 2002 © on Apr 11 2002 07:56 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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