So Much Time Has Past

So many months have past Since that night when we first kissed It was a cool August night And you held me, keeping me warm. Now, early December, I stare out the window Waiting for the snow to fall, But the ground remains bare, Each day I wish something would change I wish it would snow I wish you would call And I could move from my spot on the couch. So many months have past Since that unforgettable night when everything changed. I sit waiting for the snow And am constantly reminded of the fun times we shared together When the weather was warm And the summer was ours. So many things that remind me of what I had And what I lost, The one love that I may never see again. I thought I could never know what love was Until you walked into my life that warm day in early summer, How young and innocent we were. It was that day That I discovered it possible To love another person and not even know it When you stared at me for the first time With those beautiful brown eyes, And all I could do was find fault. I'm sorry for any mean things I may have said, For anytime I may have been a bitch, For not listening to my feelings, and yours, I'm sorry for trying to forget about you (which is impossible) I'm sorry for all that I may have done. Please talk to me again, Let me back in. December can be a cold, lonley month And the fire died out long ago. I don't know what I'll do When the snow falls and I'm stuck all alone in the cold.I wrote this a couple of years ago, I know it's not my best, but I was going through my old poetry, and i've been thinking about this guy and the stuff, people, and moments we let pass us by:) Written November 8th, 2001 © on Nov 08 2001 12:50 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8