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By donnamarie
is it so bad to want to move on?is it so bad to want to hold on?is it so badto want the pain to dissipate?is it so wrongto enjoy his company?is it so wrong to wallow in conversation?is it so wrong to want to hate again?is it so wrong to live as i do?is it so wrong to want to live?is it so wrong to be a hopeful romantic?is it so wrong to wish to be left alone?is it so wrong to love again?is it so wrongto forgive and forget?is it okayto find companionship?is it okay to make a mistake?is it okayto love myself?is it okay to need a break?is it too muchto ask for a hug?is it too muchto want to be loved?is it too muchto want to be seen as human?why am i asking for anyone's permission to live?i am human.i cannot live by your rules.i cannot live under your gaze.i cannot live without love.i just need someone to care.i don't want to be ignored.i am human.i am not perfect.i want i lovei want lovei want to love.my ramblings for tonite. a peek inside my head. i want the good to win over the bad in my life, for once. is that too much to ask?completely written from my bum. first draft, so if it sux, it sux. i don't care. Written November 23rd, 2001 © on Nov 23 2001 10:52 AM PST 10 • 0
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"is it so bad to want to move on?is it so bad to want to hold on?is it so badto want the pain to dissipate?is it so wrongto enjoy his company?is it so wrong to wallow in conversation?is it so wrong to want to hate again?is it so wrong to live as i do?is it so wrong to want to live?is it so wrong to be a hopeful romantic?is it so wrong to wish to be left alone?is it so wrong to love again?is it so wrongto forgive and forget?is it okayto find companionship?is it okay to make a mistake?is it okayto love myself?is it okay to need a break?is it too muchto ask for a hug?is it too muchto want to be loved?is it too muchto want to be seen as human?why am i asking for anyone's permission to live?i am human.i cannot live by your rules.i cannot live under your gaze.i cannot live without love.i just need someone to care.i don't want to be ignored.i am human.i am not perfect.i want i lovei want lovei want to love.my ramblings for tonite. a peek inside my head. i want the good to win over the bad in my life, for once. is that too much to ask?completely written from my bum. first draft, so if it sux, it sux. i don't care...."