love you
By donnamarie
dear you,i don't know if i love you. i only know that i care. please don't ask me to love you. all i know is that i miss you. i miss the safety you bring. i miss your laugh and your eyes. why does everyone have to rip me apart? why do they have to hold my heart under a microscope? my thoughts always wander to you and that night... The one night that i felt beautiful. i want to learn to forgive. i want to let go and grow. but they all tell me i'm wrong, it'll be a mistake. how can a short span of happiness ruin my life? i feel so alone except for you. i bet you didn't know that i was crying as i wrote this. the truth is i want you. i want to be with you. not forever. no one can promise forever. i'm so young. just for now. i want to be happy with you for now... your love, meps ~ i guess i do... Written October 22nd, 2001 © on Oct 22 2001 11:47 AM PST 18 • 0 • 8
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"dear you,i don't know if i love you. i only know that i care. please don't ask me to love you. all i know is that i miss you. i miss the safety you bring. i miss your laugh and your eyes. why does everyone have to rip me apart? why do they have to hold my heart under a microscope? my thoughts always wander to you and that night... The one night that i felt beautiful. i want to learn to forgive. i want to let go and grow. but they all tell me i'm wrong, it'll be a mistake. how can a short span of happiness ruin my life? i feel so alone except for you. i bet you didn't know that i was crying as i wrote this. the truth is i want you. i want to be with you. not forever. no one can promise forever. i'm so young. just for now. i want to be happy with you for now... your love, meps ~ i guess i do......"