Programmed
By donnamarie
If I start,I cannot stop.I will turn outjust like all the rest.Do not make their mistakes.Do not make the same mistake twice.Do not trust,or my heart will break.Do not say, 'No!'They won't listen, anyway.No one really cares.I am on my own.I must take care of myself.Be hard.Stay aloof.Keep myself in check.Keep within bounds.Being young is torture.Being old is worse.Don't look in the mirror,I won't like what I see.I'm only a friend,no one would ever want me as more.Too girly.Too boyish.Too strong.Too weak.Be myself,but play the part.the education i've received thus far... Written November 3rd, 2001 © on Nov 03 2001 01:32 PM PST 10 • 0 • 1
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"If I start,I cannot stop.I will turn outjust like all the rest.Do not make their mistakes.Do not make the same mistake twice.Do not trust,or my heart will break.Do not say, 'No!'They won't listen, anyway.No one really cares.I am on my own.I must take care of myself.Be hard.Stay aloof.Keep myself in check.Keep within bounds.Being young is torture.Being old is worse.Don't look in the mirror,I won't like what I see.I'm only a friend,no one would ever want me as more.Too girly.Too boyish.Too strong.Too weak.Be myself,but play the part.the education i've received thus far......"