Alone

Stolen kisses and moments of passion A love so seemingly deep and true Yet another weekend comes and goes, Leaving me alone with my thoughts of you. Your heart and soul belong to me, I feel that they always will. You say you love me and only me, Yet you are living with her still. I want to share everything with you, Every moment every second of your life. But I know that this can never be, As long as she is still your wife I know that she won't just give up, Or at least not without a fight. It's really up to you, Who to be with at the end of each night. You say that your marriage is over, I believe what you say to be true. But when do we get to the part, When it's going to be just me and you? I know there are things to consider, The children, the house and the bills. I just want to know if I'll ever come first. This is truly a test of my will. You're my lover and my best friend, You are my true soul mate. When will we finally live as one? How long will I have to wait? These are questions only you can answer. I guess that truly time will tell If you have really been truthful with me, And truthful with yourself as well I need you to tell me that you still want me, Tell me that you love me, that you need me too For until you ask me to say goodbye I'll be here alone, with my thoughts of you. Written October 8th, 2001 © on Oct 08 2001 07:34 AM PST   18 • 1