When the Past Comes Back
By mystyblu1
Out of the clear blue sky, my ex sent me an email. Out of the realm of stupidity, I answered it. My penchance for self-destruction is alive and kicking, I fell for him again, hook, line, sinker, whoa is me. He reeled me in, cast a spell around my heart, cried on my shoulder, swore he had changed, all the while, laughing inside at what a fool I still am, hoping that my skills in bed haven't changed. Talked to me ex today, spoke about my issues, he agreed that he had problems, opening up, staying committed, promised it was all in the past, that he would not leave me again. Promise lasted 2 days, after another intense, lovemaking session, he rolled over, kissed me, said "Gotta roll, have a happy turkey day" and walked out the door. No pretty words at how crushed my heart is or how my soul has suffered another blow, there is no need, it has all been said before. Sadder but wiser, I hope, desire to continue living is at an all time low, alone in my apartment, too numb to feel, send help, now. Written November 22nd, 2001 © on Nov 22 2001 12:48 PM PST 0 • 8
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