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2 Instead of 6

By Netsubo

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Throw me in that ditch..Once more..Cover me in 2 feet of earthI'm  not worth the 6!I'm  not worth my breathThe mist escapes from my open mouthOn this cold autumn nightAs i walk along the highway..Searching for my demiseSearching for some painSomething to focus on..Anything to help me forgetForget that I’m aliveForget the pain induced upon..Those around meThis cloud of rain follows me in lifeWater covering meSo heavy..  My eyes close..They open once moreHoping this will be their last motionTwo lights..  Like hell-fyre coming towards me..FUCK!Off to the side they travelAnd i stand in the middle of the roadI stand here..Waiting for that sharp knife of agonyTo cut through my chestAnd pour my blood across the floor..Slash, gouge, rip, tear my wrists..Feel myself pouring onto the unforgiving concreteMixing with the wasteland humanity has createdI jump off this cliff..Traveling back to mother earthGoing away from what causes me my painGod..  I need this..  I pray for your forgivenessGive me love..  since I cannot find it myself.. Written September 18th, 2001 © on Sep 18 2001 03:04 PM PST   18 • 0 • 1

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"Throw me in that ditch..Once more..Cover me in 2 feet of earthI'm  not worth the 6!I'm  not worth my breathThe mist escapes from my open mouthOn this cold autumn nightAs i walk along the highway..Searching for my demiseSearching for some painSomething to focus on..Anything to help me forgetForget that I’m aliveForget the pain induced upon..Those around meThis cloud of rain follows me in lifeWater covering meSo heavy..  My eyes close..They open once moreHoping this will be their last motionTwo lights..  Like hell-fyre coming towards me..FUCK!Off to the side they travelAnd i stand in the middle of the roadI stand here..Waiting for that sharp knife of agonyTo cut through my chestAnd pour my blood across the floor..Slash, gouge, rip, tear my wrists..Feel myself pouring onto the unforgiving concreteMixing with the wasteland humanity has createdI jump off this cliff..Traveling back to mother earthGoing away from what causes me my painGod..  I need this..  I pray for your forgivenessGive me love..  since I cannot find it myself....."

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