In Front of My Face
By Netsubo
Looking into this mirror.. Staring at the cracks lining its surface I can't tell the difference.. Is it the glass in front of my eyes? Or my mind behind them? Such pain and anger... Such rage and sorrow... It all resides in my soul Taking a break for awhile Waiting...building up Its waiting to explode My emotions consume my every thought Overbearing souls awakening within me Deceiving.. Hurting... Torturing.. ME! A shattered mind A broken soul All that I know in my life A distorted vision A diluted mind All that I know now Searching and hurting... Punching and kicking.. Crying and screaming... Screaming for help The ones I hold dear to me keep me sane The ones I hate drive my crazy The ones I hold dear I love The ones I hate give me my rage and fire I pour it into them Singing their skin Burning through their blind eyes Their eyes... Unopened to the hurt of life Ripping their souls apart Smiling... that is all I can do Smile in the face of my pain Smile at my hate Embracing... Embracing the ones who hold me close Embracing those who hold my mind intact Written September 17th, 2001 © on Sep 17 2001 01:23 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Looking into this mirror....."