Walls Within My Mind
By Netsubo
The sweet taste.. It consumes my taste buds Tantalizing my needs My need for death My need for anger My needs... Quenching.. this blood It runs all over my body Covering me in its filth Numbing my pain Holding in this small warmth.. Close to my core My soul.. Such hatred.. Such anger.. Such denial.. Such self despising feelings... All consuming Turning my mind from reality Facing it towards fantasy Facing towards beauty Facing towards happiness Facing towards solitude Facing towards fallicies! Facing towards fake pleasure Facing towards a deep black abyss Changing my soul.. I rip through this wall Even though it doesnt exist in reality My mind is so warped.. It only exists in my psyche I rip through another wall within my mind Another.. another.. Until i reach my soul I open my palms.. Delicately.. i caress it Moving it to my heart My core emanates bright beams of light Bright beams of warmth... Changing my soul back To how it once was To what it once was Before my life turned into a fallicy Before my life was a lie Before my existence was fake Written September 17th, 2001 © on Sep 17 2001 01:33 PM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"The sweet taste....."