Empty Lives

"I’d love to see this..Happen.. Again..I want to see my life...Go to hell..Throw me in that cesspool..That I’ve jumped in and out of beforeDrown me in everyone’s..Lies..I want to leave this world..If y..."

"Wine flows through.. My bloodstream numbing.. The day to day.. Pain and travesty.. Tripping down the road of life.. Once more..  Bringing me closer To my demise.. I smile.. My smile recedes I no lon..."

"Wandering.. Flowing through the sky Flying beneath the stars Beneath the bright shining moon.. For this night.. Just this one night Everything goes away And my mind is clear.. God.. Thank you so muc..."

"These feelings I cannot describe They consume me Shutting doors behind me Running through my life Falling.. Hurting.. This blood spurts from my mouth Coughing.. Choking... This pool of red drowns me M..."

"Looking into this mirror.. Staring at the cracks lining its surface I can't tell the difference.. Is it the glass in front of my eyes? Or my mind behind them? Such pain and anger... Such rage and sorr..."

"The sweet taste.. It consumes my taste buds Tantalizing my needs My need for death My need for anger My needs... Quenching..  this blood It runs all over my body Covering me in its filth Numbing my pa..."