Dream

A black spiral Flying through all of us.. You cant see it You turn away..  AWAY! Leave me alone to fight Leave me behind to fend for myself Leave me behind to end myself.. Why such fear?  Cant take the pain? The black spiral works through your heart You dont even see it.. Cant you see its killing us all?? Humanity is working closer to the edge... Its the force behind your empty eyes Putting that fake light in them Lying for you..  Lies.. Your compassion is nothing but hate You open your arms for me Just so your counterparts can stab me Just cause i opened my eyes.. Just..  cause i can see your disease Is it getting to you yet? Can you still see out your eyes? Wait..  you never could in the first place Patience is running low.. Pouring my blood everywhere just.. Isn’t doing it anymore Can I handle you anymore? Can I deal with all your lies? Not too sure Walking on the edge.. Contemplating If you would care I think not.. You matter anymore? You dont care.. You dont care.. Dont make me do it!! Reverse the glares Ill turn you on yourself Opening my arms..  You come to me.. Knife in my hand, fire in my eyes, I hold you.. Tense my muscles..  Release! Pushing you away for a split second Oh I’ve waited for this taste.. My blood is boring..  yours is sweet and unscathed.. Deep in your chest i pound You cry..  Like me... You bleed..  Like me Never thought you were like me? NEVER!  I put the light in my eyes Try and take it away Ill rebuild myself once more.. Dont think I can?  Wont be the first time.. Oh this pool on the ground feels so good.. Its covering my hands and my body Bathing..  In you.. Ill find another some day, you wont be the last.. Clean the filth from my lips.. Lick your blood from my lips.. Ill taste it soon enough.. Now my love is complete My love for you is here.. Your eyes are still those empty.. Fissures I used to love so much Now..  I obsess over them..  Keep them dead Keep it all in my head.. Crying and running through the rain What have I done? What I’ve always dreamed of..hey guys, sorry it was long.. i was a little insane when i was writing this.. *sigh* once again, sorry about the length Written October 6th, 2001 © on Oct 06 2001 10:14 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10