Fester and Bleed

At one point This language seemed to familiar All these faces.. Friendly Your words hit the glass window Separating what might be All I can see is a pair of moving lips.. We should be able to converse, but something is wrong A few words.. Just the same Relating me to my hate So who says thats wrong..  becoming my own hatred.. The fault is not mine You seared that image onto my skin.. Burned me and scorched that innocence Fester and bleed..  I’ll laugh and cry all in the same My tattoo Of a lost happiness I’ll brandish it.. With your name on the signature line A “cocky” look I’m giving you? Maybe it’s cause you just woke up Since its a look of anger No..  not hate..  You’re too worthless for that Heh, now you’re joking again And expecting my smile to be so apparent Just like the piece of shit that you project As your being You failed.. But take it out on me You say blame it on you But bitch when I place it on your shoulders Nothing else will be considered Fester and bleed.. I’ll laugh and cry all in the same... Nightmare But understand one thing Although it has just begun.. And your words are rarely backed with actions I had admired you.. For such a time A so called caring individual I say a selfish bastard It’s only when its convenient.. But my mouth is stapled shut, with your fiery steel Feel the canister enter the chamber.. The trigger tense and the tension rise Gunpowder would smell so sweet right now Wouldn’t you agree? You taught me how to pull that trigger How to draw a bead Sight in my prey.. Feel nothing for the blood on the wall I’ll keep this inside And let it out when you’re gone Can’t open these emotions... They’re too frightful for me to look at I can’t believe you blackened what was pure Made me fester, bleed, cry, and laugh God.. This pain feels so good.. I’ll let you in on this treat someday.. Written March 8th, 2002 © on Mar 08 2002 04:43 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10