Forget...

Pulsing.. A vibrato of darkness Filling the night sky with such a wonder Only the wicked can understand.. Take all your deception And cast it into the blackness.. Of your past. Cast it away, again. Pass it away again And fall under my skin.. I’ll hide you from the sin And the gates of hell that pull on you, So perpetually It’s like a cosmic storm.. Filled with vocal cords Heating up, And tensing until they burst. You flew away From the protective umbra Thats held within my chest.. My words and actions.. Did nothing to you Thanks for listening It’s appreciated.. I’ll give the same bullshit to you When your smile tries to win me over Forget all the hope you ever had For these three days I’ll make your life hell Remember.. You only thought I tried to take it away.. Remember.. You’re not the only one who wishes every day, For your life to fly into the black heart of another Never forget, The first look on my face Cause I’d love for it to be your last Hold your hand against my chest Feel the pulsing..  of the night.. You’ll never understand the shadows Dancing along with the stars Wicked.. Heh..  I remember you saying that Something totally different With the stupor so common in humans Maybe thats why it seems.. I’m so goddamned different sometimes. Maybe thats why it seems.. Like our blood never shared a drop of wine Feast on your own soul I held you back from hell’s gates.. I never wished for this But self-inflicted torment Is what you’ve chosen. I’ll just help along.. Dont you see that silver.. Shining in my fist And the blood drawing forth For once we will meet Take away what was given Force it all into the past Now is what matters Your future..  Is so far away But every passing second youre getting closer to destiny I tried to hold it all back Force destiny into the recesses..  of my mind.. Forget you Eye for an eye I’ll give you all the gifts You placed in my arms With such a heavy hand Rip your heart out.. And show you.. The core is darker than my eyes on a moonless night Forget our brethren It was only a dream Forget I’m here.. I wont take you in.. Forget whatever happened Push it all into the past Realize someday How you were waiting at hell’s gates all this time “I’m sorry.  I’ll prove it to you” “I understand, I know why you feel that way” Such empty lies.. You were never good at deception in the first place Take your soul out Place it in my hands.. I’ll save you the trouble Cast you off into the black sea of hatred That my emotions have created Never.. Will I fall to you again Fall on your knees Beg forgiveness Nothing all in the same Shower me with gifts And praise.. I’ll act like it never happened Cast it all into the past Like a broken vocal cord Forget the words Since they dont matter I’ll hold onto this hate One year of silence.. On the most horrid of years to date We’ll all show you How throwing it all into the past.. Does nothing....i dunno what the fuck this is... Written March 18th, 2002 © on Mar 18 2002 04:29 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10