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I Never Knew (Part 2)

By Netsubo

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You always said i was good As if I was perfect.. For you.. I guess.. you changed your mind Maybe i wasn't good enough for you Maybe i didn't treat you well.. Maybe i never.. Said what was right Ill never know Since you wont tell me Ill never know Why you threw me away I placed my delicate heart in your hand Asking of you.. nothing.. Nothing except to stay how you are But.. I guess that was too much To stop time, to halt that never-ending cycle Was i being unrealistic? Thinking that you could love me too? Thinking you could love my ugly face.. All you did was make it worse.. Im scarred.. bruised, and torn.. My heart is gone, i live from my soul alone You didnt kill that.. with your deceit To think I almost gave you. What you wanted To think.. you almost.. Won God I hate myself for that I shouldve listened.. to my soul My heart lied So take it.. away Its just like you A liar.. A traitor You left me.. Now.. I’m leaving you Written September 23rd, 2001 © on Sep 23 2001 07:22 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1

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