Jump
By Netsubo
Nerves dangling..No feeling anymoreSo numb.. So..HeartlessI cant.. control myselfNot able to.. thinkWhy am I doing this?To myself.. once more..Reaching into the depths with one armMaking up my inner selfPainting the mask i wear for the weak with the otherYou’ll never see my true colors..One thing i can keep from yourGroping hands.. Is my identityYou saw my face.. or what you thought it wasYou felt my skin.. what you thought was meIm so glad.. I didnt give that to youIll hold this in‘Till the time is rightTo show to the one.. I can call mineYou thought you wanted meBut you didnt know meYou thought I loved youBut you didnt know meCome on.. you know you wanna ask..You wanna ask who I am..Its for you to guess.. You’ve got all the answersDont you? You left me guessingTrying to figure outWhether or not i should stayHell.. you pushed me towards the edge..I stand here.. blankly.. awaiting your demise..What will i do? Nothing..Stand here.. with a smirk on my faceShowing you.. that you’re in the dark for once..I won over you.. finally.. ive got my vengeance..What are you gonna do?Stand there and cry like I did?Or jump off into the nothingness..I so many times contemplated...Its up to youCome on.. The pressures the other way nowYou know you want it..You know you need it..JUMP! Written September 24th, 2001 © on Sep 24 2001 11:39 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"Nerves dangling..No feeling anymoreSo numb.. So..HeartlessI cant.. control myselfNot able to.. thinkWhy am I doing this?To myself.. once more..Reaching into the depths with one armMaking up my inner selfPainting the mask i wear for the weak with the otherYou’ll never see my true colors..One thing i can keep from yourGroping hands.. Is my identityYou saw my face.. or what you thought it wasYou felt my skin.. what you thought was meIm so glad.. I didnt give that to youIll hold this in‘Till the time is rightTo show to the one.. I can call mineYou thought you wanted meBut you didnt know meYou thought I loved youBut you didnt know meCome on.. you know you wanna ask..You wanna ask who I am..Its for you to guess.. You’ve got all the answersDont you? You left me guessingTrying to figure outWhether or not i should stayHell.. you pushed me towards the edge..I stand here.. blankly.. awaiting your demise..What will i do? Nothing..Stand here.. with a smirk on my faceShowing you.. that you’re in the dark for once..I won over you.. finally.. ive got my vengeance..What are you gonna do?Stand there and cry like I did?Or jump off into the nothingness..I so many times contemplated...Its up to youCome on.. The pressures the other way nowYou know you want it..You know you need it..JUMP!..."