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Looking at the Stars

By Netsubo

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Just here.. Wondering where im gonna go Is it gonna start again? Or will i open up to a new page? I just know it.. If i open my arms.. Will the knives be thrust deep once more? So..  unsure..  of my bearings Looking up to the stars Which have helped me countless times... Their message is clouded.. And unclear.. This seems so strange To have..  something like this Someone.. being truthful Its so..  comforting Yet..  I feel uneasy Since I’ve felt this way before Since..  this has hurt me before I look down to the ground Beckoning mother earth to yield.. All the motion To open a door quickly for me So I can dash into the space..  Away.. This place right now Getting better I like this.. So much tension..  calming.. At first, i wanted that there It kept me safe Kept me looking behind my back.. But for now..  ill take a break.. For now..  i think I think ill be able to live Without paranoia or hate in my heart Ill live..  with hope.. Written September 29th, 2001 © on Sep 29 2001 01:29 AM PST   18 • 0 • 12

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