Memories
By Netsubo
One side of me..TaintedIts disgusting, worthless..Heartless..I watch this filthSeep into the rest of meKilling my mind..My sanity.. losing it..Why does this go?So far away?Why does this road?Never seem to sway?It all seems the same..The road just.. doesn’t endWhy am i continuing?To see more of the same?What’s the point in this..Running..When i could look upwardTo see the starsIs it the fact that i must go..‘Till im no more?Until my life had run dryAnd my lips can kiss no more..Its no difference..For so long they have awaitedThe sweet magnolia taste of anotherThe wonderful tingling.. that emanates..So long ago.. Id kill to feel that againMy body was so warm, even in the iceMy eyes closed.. and there she wasWas..I touched my mouth to hersAnd gave her a part of my heart..That tingling, it was like electricityRunning through my whole bodyStarting at my mouthMoving all around..But now.. thats gone..Just like her eyesThe icy blue wonders i loved so muchHer skin.. So soft and gentleHer hair.. flowed like silk in a soft windBut.. I wasnt good enoughThrown awayAnd torn apartMy heart was..Now it rebuilds.. but so painfullyKeep me aliveAnyone..For the sweet taste of life..I missI love it so muchWhy? I ask..Why is it taken from me??This kills me.. every second..Please, let me liveFor my life is shortToo short to miss what everything is worthPlease.. give me something worthwhile.. Written September 24th, 2001 © on Sep 24 2001 08:34 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"One side of me..TaintedIts disgusting, worthless..Heartless..I watch this filthSeep into the rest of meKilling my mind..My sanity.. losing it..Why does this go?So far away?Why does this road?Never seem to sway?It all seems the same..The road just.. doesn’t endWhy am i continuing?To see more of the same?What’s the point in this..Running..When i could look upwardTo see the starsIs it the fact that i must go..‘Till im no more?Until my life had run dryAnd my lips can kiss no more..Its no difference..For so long they have awaitedThe sweet magnolia taste of anotherThe wonderful tingling.. that emanates..So long ago.. Id kill to feel that againMy body was so warm, even in the iceMy eyes closed.. and there she wasWas..I touched my mouth to hersAnd gave her a part of my heart..That tingling, it was like electricityRunning through my whole bodyStarting at my mouthMoving all around..But now.. thats gone..Just like her eyesThe icy blue wonders i loved so muchHer skin.. So soft and gentleHer hair.. flowed like silk in a soft windBut.. I wasnt good enoughThrown awayAnd torn apartMy heart was..Now it rebuilds.. but so painfullyKeep me aliveAnyone..For the sweet taste of life..I missI love it so muchWhy? I ask..Why is it taken from me??This kills me.. every second..Please, let me liveFor my life is shortToo short to miss what everything is worthPlease.. give me something worthwhile....."