Petty Bullshit I Call Life

My mind descends into this nothingness This black abyss surrounds me Covering me in its dark cold Sharp steel penetrates my open wounds I look in your eyes and ask you Why?  why do you do this to me? All i want is some comfort And all i get is pain and suffering!!! I pull my rage out of my chest Fill my emptiness with anger and hate Pure FIRE for you Only for you.. I tie you down, just like you did to me I rip your skin off, just like you did to me I spit flem in your face, just like you did to me I pound you over and over again, just like you did to me!! Revenge is not the word for what I feel Because of you, my world collapsed Because of you, my mind fell apart Because of you, i lost my heart Because of you, i feel as if im dead Now, i start anew Right after i torture you!!! Right after i tear through your skin with my teeth I will become stronger, smarter, bigger Better than you’ll ever be So fuck you, and fuck your superficial bullshit You live off of that Thats why im killing it! Your life depends on bullshit Because your fake, you arent real You left me alone in the dark You left me to die and scream in agony You left me alone You left me, ill never leave you Ill always be your shadow Following you through life Reminding you of what you did to me Making your life a hell Making you wish you could die But ill keep you alive Ill never give you what you want Ill fuck you over every way possible You’ll never have happiness You’ll never have what you took from me You’ll never have my heart again Written September 22nd, 2001 © on Sep 22 2001 02:20 PM PST   18 • 16 • 10