River of Tears
By Netsubo
This feeling..Returning to my empty chestIts like I..Dont have a heart anymoreRunning back and forthKnowing not where i goSearching for something..Something to fill this holeMissing..Crying..Everything..Again..God.. why.. me..Emptiness and lonelinessDeep in my heartIt was once filled..Looking at those around meSo wonderful.. So Perfect..Looking in the mirrorSo ugly.. So unwanted..Me.. The one in the cornerNo-one talks to meNo-one looks at meNo-one interested..Glancing across the roomTheir eyes pass over me..Nothing more..No matter what i do. nothing..Im getting to the pointWhere i dont want to be wantedWhere i dont want to be cared aboutI just wanna be.. thrown awayPut my life in a pile of garbageAnd step all over me..Its no different than right nowDepression.. cutting through my shieldMasks thrown awayWhen i show my real self i get hurtSo now i hide in the shadowsAnd drown in my own tears.. Written September 25th, 2001 © on Sep 25 2001 11:30 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"This feeling..Returning to my empty chestIts like I..Dont have a heart anymoreRunning back and forthKnowing not where i goSearching for something..Something to fill this holeMissing..Crying..Everything..Again..God.. why.. me..Emptiness and lonelinessDeep in my heartIt was once filled..Looking at those around meSo wonderful.. So Perfect..Looking in the mirrorSo ugly.. So unwanted..Me.. The one in the cornerNo-one talks to meNo-one looks at meNo-one interested..Glancing across the roomTheir eyes pass over me..Nothing more..No matter what i do. nothing..Im getting to the pointWhere i dont want to be wantedWhere i dont want to be cared aboutI just wanna be.. thrown awayPut my life in a pile of garbageAnd step all over me..Its no different than right nowDepression.. cutting through my shieldMasks thrown awayWhen i show my real self i get hurtSo now i hide in the shadowsAnd drown in my own tears....."