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I placed the pieces together.. Knowing they would fall apart Yet a tear still fell down my face Even though the future passed before me... I opened my mouth and let for the thoughts... That haunt my past and present Knowing they would begin the fall Of the pieces I placed oh so carefully.. My mouth might as well stay shut Since the second it takes a breath of reality... The red blood spews forth And takes over my abilities... My own life-line is my addiction And the pain I receive keeps me going Living off of life... And asking for the opposite. I place these pieces together once more But the same..  they will never be And the scars of past nightmares are cast upon my face... Through the white moonlight covering my body I see the soul within me However emptiness can live so easily... For a black hole centers at the core And eats away at my very self... I see the deterioration.. The corrosion rips me apart Blood..  spreading through the waters of my life With my limbs floating on the surface There’s nothing left.. Just a meager little child on the inside Screaming to be heard But its mouth is stapled together With humanities cries for silence Every second the concrete bond becomes stronger And I keep my mouth shut.. For I fear the falling of the pieces My mind would follow.. As would my heart Death would follow my pain And my destiny is far from my reach I see the moon once more.. And stare at the scars lining my face My body is pieces together..  oh so carefully.. I fear the falling of my pieces I fear your words.. They hold the power to break the concrete I will hold it all inside But dont be surprised.. When I can hold no more Written January 2nd, 2002 © on Jan 02 2002 12:21 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10