Waiting

A pillar of fire rises in my heart.. Those words of hatred again.. Pointed at me From the same vantage point... You think youre above me.. But I can bring you down here I can fly up above you if i want.. Care to see? Ill drag you down through hell.. And back up into your “heaven” You take His name in vain.. Yet aim the fiery arrows at your seed I feel the flames raising in my arms again.. And as the adrenaline fills my heart I stare in the mirror.. With a single menacing pillar in your direction I’d love to rip your mask off.. And stare into your soul You’re gonna know me forever... And I’ll always be linked to you.. But that doesn’t mean you’ll know who i am.. You act like you fucking know me And that I like having your words.. Forced into my mind Patience is a glass sphere falling.. I’m still wondering if you’ll catch it.. Your arm is none other than the one that threw it.. So high Was your intention to make it invisible? Did you wanna get rid of it for awhile? Or forever? Now..  or forever? An impact.. Is something you rarely had And all the screams.. Were nothing other than your own bitching.. I was never good enough.. Doubt I ever will be.. But its not like any of this matters Since you wont know me either.. You closed yourself to me.. And expected me to open to book for you to read.. But there was never anything to take from me.. So You gave it away, then took it all back Now im left here.. Covered in the dust and grime. Watching to see if you forgot about that glass sphere.. That was thrown so long ago You could never hold true.. To your soul So i’ll hold true to mine And stare at the sphere.. Waiting for you.. Written January 26th, 2002 © on Jan 26 2002 12:39 PM PST   18 • 0 • 10