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By Netsubo

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I tear apart... Then put together Running around... Leaving my tears Behind Behind the wall of hate I feel Behind the barrel aimed at me I want to pull.. and fall so endlessly It’s gotten too hard To laugh it away... You’ve gotten too far Yet I continue to pray Your return is my smile For I miss you with all my heart And the pain drags on behind But I know I can’t go on... So this wave of tension will drown me And I’ll go deep into the hate Aimed at myself... Aimed at everything Can’t you see? That there are ways Can’t you see? I’m falling down And I feel so pathetic Since I can’t even save myself So I’ll lie here on the ground... And drown in my tears It’s amazing What little I ask Of you... It’s amazing... The treatment I receive Makes me feel in a way That brings back the thirst for blood... That brings a blade to my skin. I would give it all But that would do nothing So I’ll walk over the coals... You set upon my path I’ll take this pain for you Since I still hold hope I’ll take this pain for you And won’t let you know... Written December 28th, 2001 © on Dec 28 2001 02:45 AM PST   18 • 0 • 10

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