I don't care

I finally did it. I reached out my hand and weilded the power of truth. I know I've made the right decision... I know that you have got to go... I know that I have ripped out your heart with precision... I KNOW THAT I FEEL I CAN NOW GROW. I opened the door to my soul and let you in. I reached out and gave you my heart to hold. I know that a ring now means nothing... I know that a lie can be told with open eyes... I know that a liar can be made to sing... I KNOW THAT I WAITED WITH HEARTFELT SIGHS. I told you that I loved you. I plucked your yarns out of the air. I know that you used me... I know that being used often hurts... I know that I am now free... I KNOW THAT I CAN CONTROL WHAT NOW ASSERTS. I wanted nothing, and asked for nothing. I wanted things that you had not. I know that this is hurting you. I DON'T CARE I know that this is making you feel untrustworthy. I DON'T CARE I know that you now hate me. I DON'T CARE I know that you feel I'm unfair. I DON'T CARE WELCOME TO FEELING THE WAY I HAVE FOR THE LAST FOUR MONTHS. TRYING TO PLEASE BUT NEVER GETTING RECOGNITION. HOW DOES IT FEEL? to get used in the same manner as you did me? I DON'T CAREWell, I gave him his notice to get out of my house toay...I guess I drudged up some anger and hurt...Maybe I should feel bad? I think not for today...I feel righteous in my anger..I know i did the right thing. I THINK... Written March 2nd, 2002 © on Mar 01 2002 04:18 PM PST   18 • 0 • 8