Night Fighter

"Frustration hits me like a tsunami Tearing into the roots of my life Ripping through my morals I turn into someone I don't know. A liar, a bitch, a slut All things I'm thought of as. All parts of me ..."

"I cry quietly and with dignity for To cry loudly would be a sign of weakness I am not weak. I do not cry but remain silent Maybe they'll think I am listening. I am a brick wall. I don't say things Wh..."

"Scream in revulsion, Yell about the grievances of life. Start a revolution, If you have nothing to hide. Roar in desperation, Wail for all you're worth. Forget all the temptations, Live a life of abs..."

"I walked through the dark doorway. I heard the dog frantically bark. The smell overwhelmed me, wet dog and other strange things that I could not identify. I saw the dimmed lights as I entered the dini..."

"For each one of us there is a path Converging but never meeting Twisting but never returning. I fell upon the wayside Twisted and confused. I fell upon the downside Ripped and feeling used. I wanted..."

"I had an experience at the store today. I walked in, calm as could be and waited in line for it to be my turn. I peered into the glass cases, knowing what I was going to buy, but still seeking more. I..."

"I feel like I put everything to the side for you.If I want something then it takes second place to what you want.I am sick of all this (cruelty)Everytime you walk in the door whatever I'm doing stops ..."

"Every time I open my eyes you are there. To comfort me in my tortured thoughts. Reassuring me of hope in the future. A tantalizing breath of fresh air, lightenig my load. You are the sun, Rising in m..."

"I once talked to a monkey sitting on my lap. I once cried for hexagonal skies that were fast disappearing. I once chased coffee beans around my living room because they were trying To untie my shoes. ..."

"When I think of all the things that could be... Between us, for us, around us, I hope for better things. I dont want to hear how depressed you are, Not because I don't care, But because I care so much..."

"Passion The will Or the way? Have you lost yours? Where is it? Without passion, life is empty. You need to argue about something. You need to feel the tightening of your stomache, That is put there b..."

"Feeling the void in my chest reach up and swallow me whole Devoid of emotions and thoughts Freaking out as this starts to roll How am I going to stop it. Oh wait I just did. I stabbed myself in the ..."

"Selfish arrogant fart. You have gone and broken my heart. I was a fool, To get stuck on you. Now they'll carry me away in a cart. Retarded pustulant freak. You made me stand on my feet. I was a fool..."

"Sometimes I want to crawl into a hole And never come out again. Sometimes I want to lay in the middle of the road And not get hit. Sometimes I want to be able to cry And not have my head hurt. Someti..."

"The stars shine bright overhead I am released. Everything I've worked for is gone I am released. Forever is a long time I am released. Ancient in my own mind I am released. Old in spirit I am released..."

"You. The one who hides his face while he calls me a whore. Me. The one who denies only the truth. You. The one who's been out every night since we've broken up. Me. The one who does your dishes witho..."

"I finally did it. I reached out my hand and weilded the power of truth. I know I've made the right decision... I know that you have got to go... I know that I have ripped out your heart with precision..."

"I look at you across a field, splendor of gold and green. I watch to see the sign, Of what you will do to me. I prepare. Holding my breath, feeling my heart beat. I reach for the one, power to..."

"Kiss me. Kiss me in the morning with the dew beneath our feet, The start of a new glorious day. Kiss me. Kiss me in the evening underneath the stars, The ending of a magnificent night. Hold me. Hold m..."

"You picked a fine time to tell me you still love me. You picked a fine time indeed. After all the horror you've put me through, After all the pain you've caused. You tell me you still love me. You pi..."

"Hi There! What news? I AM GOING TO DIE, not something to tell when they ask how you are doing. Wasting away, The pain of my skin disappearing, My fat melting, My smile becoming a grimace of tor..."

"I do not want to kill myself.(liar) I do not want to feel the pain. I do not want to hurt the only thing i can save.(whore) My life. Have you ever tried to rescue yourself?(knight) Have you ever fough..."

"Reaching Out to the one I have always loved and Finding myself alone in the Darkness of this horrible aching night. Sighing, screaming, waiting for you. Wretching into the dark. Spitting love out. Rea..."

"Sitting in the dark Alone. I wonder what you are doing. I wonder who. I worry... Taking a sip of my too hot tea Alone I wonder if I'll ever feel better. I wonder when I worry... Smoking yet another ci..."

"Your touch Sweet upon my Neck is like a swiftly Tantalising feather of love. Reaching up and pulling me in to a Place I have never been before. So softly I shiver In the depths of Your Touch.M..."

"What is this song I can not hear? Whispering across my barren cheek, Daintely caressing my ear? Who is the one so far away? Fighting for salvation, Hearing all that I say? Unwanted, Unbidden, Uninvi..."

"Am I really wasting away? Rotting alone in my self imposed prison, Praying to the god of pie to keep My religion free and unhindered? What is my religion anyways? Is it the unwelcoming religion of sh..."