Sanity
Sometimes I want to crawl into a hole And never come out again. Sometimes I want to lay in the middle of the road And not get hit. Sometimes I want to be able to cry And not have my head hurt. Sometimes I want to be able to die And not feel the pain. I wish I could be what you want. I wish I could be beautifull. I wish I could be witty. I wish I could be smart. I am sick of wishing to be something I am not! I am sick of feeling like a maid in my own house. I am sick of seeing you smirking at my pain. I am sick of your smirk being the only thing I see. I want to be who I am. I want to laugh again. I want to feel the touch of someones hand and feel love. I want to open my eyes to the world. Sometimes I want to be able to run And not have the fear of falling. Sometimes I want to be able to love And not fear failing. Sometimes I want to be able to know And not fear for my sanity.I want to cry again...GRRRRRR Written February 19th, 2002 © on Feb 19 2002 04:57 AM PST 18 • 0 • 10
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"Sometimes I want to crawl into a hole ..."