Nevermore
Feeling the void in my chest reach up and swallow me whole Devoid of emotions and thoughts Freaking out as this starts to roll How am I going to stop it. Oh wait I just did. I stabbed myself in the foot. I reached out and squashed all hope of us being together. I told you I didnt want you. Half man. You are half a man You have no soul, you are an ant in the spectrum of life You are nothing in the way of what I need. What I deserve. I deserve a man who will love me back I deserve a man who will tell me the truth. I deserve a man who looks at me as if I were the sun to his moon. I deserve a man who dosnt lie with his eyes when he says I love you. You treated me like a whore. You treated me like the maid. You treated me like I was nothing but your bitch. I Am sick of it. I told you tonight.... I held the thought and the dream of this conversation in my mind all day. Carrying it around like a sack of potatoes, heavy on my shoulders. I imagined that this was going to go so much more in my favour. Instead I had to tell you that we were no more. We are no more. We will never be anymore. The end.We just broke up today...can you tell? Written February 19th, 2002 © on Feb 18 2002 05:29 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Feeling the void in my chest reach up and swallow me whole..."