I Hate Her

* This is about a few people made into one pathetically real person... don't be offended those who know who it's about. I'm tired of waking up every morning knowing I'm just going to go through the same thing as the day before... I'm sick of living as if I were broken, Repeating everything over and over again as though that is all I know. I'm tired of seeing people's faces as they pass me by... Mostly those I know the best. Never changing, The same day after day. I'm tired of how she ignores everything I say or changes the subject to escape what I need to release, And how she mopes around like the world just isn't good enough for her... Maybe she's not good enough for the world, I wonder if she has ever thought about that? I'm tired of how she contradicts everything she says, And always pretends to be something she is not, Hoping maybe someone will ask her if she's alright... But who cares? Maybe if she stopped bitching she'd get somewhere. I'm tired of her excessive crying as if she was so unhappy she couldn't bear it. Maybe she should do us all a favor and just go away, Then I wouldn't have to hate her so much, For not realizing everything she has. I'm tired of how everyone makes a big deal of everything, Or how she always has to have the better thing than me, Always has to make me look lower than someone else, As if she envys my every move... As if she is offended by my very being. I hate it how everyone I have ever got close to turns out to be psycho! Maybe if she just shut the fuck up and smiled once in a while she would understand, It's much easier to smile, Than it is to frown... But she doesn't understand that, Now does she? She's only human... Of course not. Should have known. Written December 30th, 2001 © on Dec 30 2001 06:16 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1