I Was Wrong
It seems every day I feel worse than the day before, Whether I couldn't sleep the night before, Or I was up every 5 minutes coughing. I long for the day I feel sick, Relieved of all sickness and pain, Relieved of lack of sleep or too much to start with. I long for the day that isn't the worst day of my life, As every day is worse than the day before, And every moment the day becomes 2 moments longer, And 3 times harder. I long for the day when my tears are for joy and not because of sadness. Can someone please tell me, Is that day soon? Or is this is just another useless dream that will never come true. Am I only deluding myself more? I thought I knew everything... I was wrong.I wish this weren't true. Written December 12th, 2001 © on Dec 11 2001 03:56 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"It seems every day I feel worse than the day before,..."