I'm So Tired
I'm so tired of waking up every morning knowing I will only sleep a few minutes the next night too. I'm so tired of putting up with people who I won't even know in 5 years to come. I'm so tired of living each day striving to be somebody I'm not, And most of all I'm tired of doing it all for you... I'm tired of seeing those I thought I loved destroy themselves, Whether they are truley hurt or pretending just for the shoulder to cry on. I'm tired of you threats and your hurtful words, But I can ignore those... What I'm really tired of is that ugly, pathetic face, And those needless eyes looking at me everyday... It's not like you use them anyway, Otherwise you would see how much I hate you. I'm tired of the pain that you are blinded to, And I'm tired of having to lie about myself to pretend I'm someone I'm not. I'm tired of living.... Sometimes I just wish I could die, And though I will never admit it to you, I'm not as strong as I look... I just pretend to be. Basically I'm just really tired, And I really need some sleep... I really need some sleep... Too bad I can't sleep forever. If I could I would. I am sooo tired. Written January 7th, 2002 © on Jan 06 2002 04:22 PM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I'm so tired of waking up every morning knowing I will only sleep a few minutes the next night too...."