Bound

Bound to this life of hate and death I want to leave But you make false promises To return the favor unto me I want to say my final goodbye Feel my life slip through its final barriers Flow out of my wrist in a bloodly rush I dont want to be here without you like this I want to finally set my heat at rest But your empty promises fill my being with fear I dont want to do this I need to I want to tell you Im leaving But I want you to stay here in this world While I ascend to my realm of hate and darkness Dont follow me There is no need to Stay here for him I know you will Having him was important enough to hurt me And put me here in this position Your the killer Holder of the sythe Bringer of the most painful death Reaper of the last moments of mortality You dont care about anyone but yourself Im standing alone In pain untold by any other Razor in hand Wanting to end it all The threat of you following Scares me I am no fool to risk your life But you dont care about me You just want to see me in pain I need an escape To get rid of it all Everything you have put me through You left me with no doubt in your mind it was right You were wrong No way to show you my mind No way for you to hear me now Your always to busy with him You tell me it will all be over soon That we will have our day Quit lieing to me Theres no way for us to work There can be no us You said its over And its just that Taking this razorblade onto my wrist I see the blood rush to the surface Waiting to get out I feel the pain slowly subside You wont follow me Your to busy with him to even care Slowly watching the blood pour from my wrist I see everything I once was I was a lie Built by you Set free by the razor I see that this was the only decision for me I was never bound by my love I was never bound at all Written February 21st, 2002 © on Feb 21 2002 12:00 PM PST    18 • 0 • 1