Finally Going Home

As I stand here alone Breathing your aroma Seeing your pictures slowly fade My tear soaked hands become warm We were so peacfully great No complications No problems Not one Why did you think it was so right To do what you did To make me suffer these consequences alone How could you I cant do this alone I need you I need to kiss you Hold you Feel the memory that haunts me now Touch the reality that once was You cant come back to me now All I can do is see you every winter Waiting For your avrival Why dont you ever come I stand here Above you Crying Trying to find you Finding nothing but more memories Please help me I need your help I need to feel your lips Come back to me Hold me Kiss me Feel this memory that is burning within me I cant do all of this alone I cant do this This isnt reality It cant be I has to be a test "Please come back" I cry out In tears I know you are near I can see your title Remaing Tauting me to do this As I stand here alone I feel so betrayed And I take the razor from its ivory sheild And I watch it as it slowly does its work I cant bear this torture Looking at your name Engraved in the stone Knowing your a few feet away I know that I am finally coming back to you I am going home Written February 16th, 2002 © on Feb 16 2002 10:18 AM PST    18 • 0 • 8