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By ShannasBoy
I am listening I am hearing nothing but lies I want to hear the truth Open your heart Let me take and transmutate it into gold I want to save myslef the pain of the lies that are surrounding me I want to get away I want to be set free I dont want to be here anymore I am ready to go I am ready to move on I no longer wish for this life of pain and torment No escapes Not through you I want you to remember I love you I will always love you But the lies are mounting agianst me And I can no longer fight them The truth is plain and evident No longer hidden behind denials I know I shouldnt do this But what choice do I have I want to hear you say I love you The way I say it to you It will never be that way though So why even try I have no reason left here I must go on I must go to the other side and free myself There is no more peace in this emptiness There is no more delaying the inevitable I have to do this I have to slavage my heart and soul I must keep the razor firm and steady No slipping This has to be As the razor slowly slips down my arm I feel the blood rush to the surface As I make it to my wrist The blood thickens The pain worsens This overcoming feeling of pain is leaveing Little by little As the darkness slowly overcomes And I go where I belong Home Written February 16th, 2002 © on Feb 16 2002 10:24 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I am listening ..."