And I Shall Call Her

And I shall call her "Sinister Poet" (for the sake of arguement) A fake friend once disguised as a angel until I drew her out of hiding this feeble-minded, lost cause throwing arrows at me is now twisting the truth in a web of words taking off her mask when she is alone but only when no ones looking now taking credit, credit where it is not do crying acid tears that come in contact with no one but herself telling lies as thick as pea soup, fabricating the facts finding loop holes in the events that took place a way to justify her behavior just to ease her own guilty conscience she paints a abstract picture of a friendship that never really was or all that it was cracked up to be she saw what she wanted to see herself doing all the doing except only when asked And should you haft to ask a friend who knows your in need of help? the only initiative taken was giving negative feed back on anothers life particularly mine instead of reassurance a positive outlook she instead spent her time looking at someones happiness as water under the bridge. measuring her to theirs just so she feel secure in her own expecting 80 but giving 20 out of %100 the constant give and take of relationships Who is she? who is she? Who is the lady with her foot in her mouth masquerading like a princess unholy to her commitments to friendships and relationships Wouldn't you like to know but I will not tell I will not unveil her I shall not call her by name I shall only tell you that she is still lurking where I be hoping to shake me hoping that I will be her fool again hoping that I will bend and ask for mercy and lash out in retaliation while she is polishing a grim profile she has created of me but not this time I will not let her inside my kindom or bring my world down I will go on and remain a good friend that cut her loose because she was not she was only the dangling thread that unraveled my heart and made me write these words.this is an answer to my x friend poem, that told all these lies about me. She really did me wrong and I wanted to let her know. That when you write about someone "Tell the truth, the whole truth and nothing but the truth" Written November 17th, 2001 © on Nov 17 2001 02:00 AM PST   0 • 10