Confused
By Tonerman
Am I happy? Am I sad? Am I mad? Am I... What am I? Am I depressed? Am I angry? Am I torn? Am I detirmined? I don't know. My emotions, They keep changing. Dozens of times, A day, A hour A minute! It drives me, To the brink. The brink, Of insanity. Laughing. Crying. Shouting. Soothing. So, Confusing. I laughed? The puzzled? I fell off, The bench. Laughing, They stared. I'm not, On crack! Damn it! You mock. I can't, Help it. I'm messed. I'm wacked. I'm cursed. I hope, For the future. I dispare, For the future. Life and Death, I want the same. At the same, Time. Which do I want? I don't know, Which I do want. I choose, Life. I long for, Death. I choose, Death. I long for, Life. I'm so confused. I feel almost used. But by who? My mind must pick. Must pick, One of the two. I want life. I want life, But do I really? Written March 5th, 2002 © on Mar 05 2002 02:13 PM PST 10 • 0
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"Am I happy?..."