Tonerman

"I can't get you out of my mind I must be a lunatic of some kind Or am I just in love A feeling set free like a dove Not often do I let it show But I just think you should know I love you.... And only..."

"And the world kept falling into the arms of internity... But the world would not be held.. and fell through it's grip The world is falling into the void of oblivion.... And life's sweet embrace was lo..."

"Seekers of truth and finders of lies Destroyers of injustice and cruelty Death to foe and friend to allies Twisters of minds and twisters of reality Writers of songs Bringers of peace Righters of wr..."

"Random Short Poems.... (Updated on occasion...) self-destruction of the highest sort... to find that last resort... to eat an ice-cream cone... out in the dark all alone... -----------------------..."

"Depresive's Lament. (Parts 1-5) Where is it? I know, I have one. It's here... Somewhere On my Desk? On my nightstand? That drawer, might have it. It's over There That side Of The room. To far, I'm..."

"Betral. New? No, Not at, All. Since when? Last year? Begining of, Highschool? Begining of, Elementary, School. Alway, Betrayed! Matt.. Pat.. Jeff.. Rocko.. Girls too. Many. Names, Forgotten.. Angry..."

"Night comes. Always does. I get bored. I get sadened. I get depressed. I get suicidal. But it's night. I should sleep. Shouldn't I? I don't. Insomnia. How many, Hour tonight? Six hours? Five hours? F..."

"I left you. Thought it was time. Figured it was time. So did you. Distance. Many miles. So many dials. Phone calls. Long Hours. Ended. I loved you. You loved me. But we ended. Humor, The second time...."

"As you see me, I am what you see. Right? Exactly what you see? Right. As you see me, I am, Stupid. I don't get the grades you do. I am, Weak. I can't lift the weight you can. I am, Benieith you. I ..."

"Salute the Night. For all the Pain. For all the Sorrow. For all the hatred. It seems to bring. Salute the Night. For the Depression, That sets in... For the Darkness, That insues... For the Pain, Tha..."

"Leave me alone, I don't want, Your sympathy. Your cruelty. I don't need, Your words. Your belittlement. Leave me be! Go away from me. Far away from me. Leave me to myself. I don't need your help. I..."

"Pychology, A useful tool. Keeps me sane. Keeps me alive. I use it. I understand it. I can predict you. I can see through you. I need no strength. I need no ally. I need no weapon. For I am armed. A..."

"For the Love of Ari, I love em. Those curves, Those voices, Those lips. Tender. Sweet. Sentual. So alluring. so beutiful. Touch, Smell, Sight, Sound, Taste. The taste, Divine in nature. The swee..."

"Your pain, I wish I could, Remove it. Your pain is mine. I wish it were, gone. Let us make it, Gone. I don't know, How. But we can, Somehow. I know, We can. My love, For you. Let it, Heal you. Let..."

"I can't think, No focus, My head, Throbs 102.2 But two, Days ago, Only 99.6 I can't think. My mind is overheated. My eyes inflamed! Causes... Unknown till, Yesterday. Sinus Infection, Have had it..."

"Anger. I'm not, Angry no more! I was, You know. But no more. I have shed, The hate. Long ago. Now I'm, Different. You were, Her. I was, Him. Now; You are You And, I am Me. We were, Diferent then...."

"Cattle. Bell rings. Masses move. Single File, Mass Mob. From pen To pen. Or off to feed. Stampede down the Hall. Move fast. And Don't be late, For Class.... Written March 5th, 2002 © on Mar 04 200..."

"Am I happy? Am I sad? Am I mad? Am I... What am I? Am I depressed? Am I angry? Am I torn? Am I detirmined? I don't know. My emotions, They keep changing. Dozens of times, A day, A hour A minute! It..."

"It returns, Cast away, By disease, By sickness, By illness. A corruption, Of my flesh. But, The medicine men, They cure me. Just to wound me. I read, I think, I dispear. I want sleep. I need sleep..."