Lost Fire Heart

"I'm sorry, How many times must I say it. Can I take back the mistake I made? No, I can't and you won't let me fix it. Yes, I do care, I do love you. No, I know I hurt you, time and time again. Y..."

"Your simple look, turns me inside out. The way you walk, makes me take notice. The way you smile, makes me know that I'm in love. When you stop and take notice of little old me, I feel special. ..."

"I used to cry, late at night, and all alone, sitting in my bed. But now, there are no more tears left for me to shed. I smile instead. I smile, when you call just to say hi. I smile, at the though..."

"Hey you. You there, all happy. How'd it happen? A promise made, a promise broken. You gave your word. What a worthless thing, the word of a heartbreaker. My insides are all torn out. Do you even c..."

"Too many ideas, and thoughts and feelings, and answers, all shot down, from the pain it's been through. This scared, abandoned, and alone creature, that dosn't think before it acts. Too much pain, ..."

"Pulled me in, chewed me up, spit me out. Look at me now, what am I? Nothing. A nothingless person who sits alone late at night and cries. Cries for a lost love that could have been saved, long ago..."

"He broke me. Broke me in half. No way to go on. I'm torn to shreds. Never knew, how much I love him. Now I'm torn. My hearts in shreds, strewn across the floor. No way out. Down a dark tunnel. The c..."

"You don't understand me, or anything about me. Then how do you expect to help? You think that just because you have the title of "mom" you understand? I don't think so. You have no clue how hard i..."

"Now look what's happened. You've wasted so much, and only been let down. You didn't let me warn you. She's done this before, so many times. HAd you only let me, before you went behind my back. Now ..."

"Looking at you from so far away. How did it happen? How did we get here? Not together and frighteningly alone. Your there, I'm here. Do you care to be near? No, you don't. And to be near you makes ..."

"This poem has a special dedication that cannot be ignored. It is dedicated to Anthony Charland. I will always love you. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Th..."

"Cast away, into a world of darkness and pain. Deserving only this. Asking all around who else is here, who else deserves this? It is only I that must be here? Witholding my only pride left. There m..."

"A new change. A new outlook. It's about f*cking time. Sitting in a dark room, crying to myself. A door opens. A new light creeps in. Inconstant, but still there. The pain still remains, but pushed ..."

"Slipping away again. Through the darkness I slide. Believeing it will be better. Truth be told, I know it won't. Falling deeper down the spiral. The same path as before. The same simple slices, delica..."

"Feeling so ashamed. Like I'm very wrong. What did I do? Nothing but tell the truth. My feelings all caught inside. I let them out. How was that wrong? Why was that not the thing to do? They always t..."

"Looking back through my life, staring at my past. Wondering here how it changed so fast. Playing with the thought of you being so near. Loosing you now is my only fear. Crooked ways of viewing what ..."

"That one simple kiss, made my heart so free. That one simple kiss, just won't let me be. That one simple kiss, lasted throught the day. That one simple kiss, said it will be okay. That one simple k..."