Pityful Me

"He cried today As we held each other Tears - a mixture of Joy, Longing, and pain Said he'd never felt Anything like this before Me either and I know I never will again This affair is not All sex you..."

"Lee taught me something today "Write" she says "Just write" "Wrong or right" "Write damn you write"... I scratch I scribble It flows so fast How? When? Where? Does it come from? I ask her... "Write ..."

"Where is "my guy"? My long legged S K I N N Y With Buns  (_x_) "guy" They are just perfect "guy" My John Deere Driving Prank Lovin with eyes That just make me melt "guy" The one that believes he l..."

"What worth am I to you? My offerings be Minimum wage Three teenagers "Basically Just Me" No material things to speak of Nothing to pawn Sell on a barter Old stands and knick-knacks "Basically Just Me..."

"The mileage checker That's who I been married to... For 16 years now The mileage checker The man who knows every single digit... Every move I make The mileage checker Screams a lot... "Where in the ..."

"Married "MAN" Wedded "WOMAN" But not to each other The choice is made but... How, when, where to go "SHE" knows the "WHY" Love for the first time In "HIS" life that be the "WHY" That's also the easy..."

"I know her That one who sits In her chair With lights off Chain smoking Thinking Crying Knowing...... Knowing your secrets Our secrets Innate knowledge Instinct "A WOMAN KNOWS" Go to her comfort her..."

"He is "c~h~a~i~n~e~d" and so am I She gets to fix his dinner I get to sell him coffee She gets to hear his snores I get stolen moments My morality screams whore, whore, whore My pussy screams more, m..."

"Showed him "Chained To A Married Man" today My latest poem I had written No words were spoken I have to ask him "Well? What do you think?" "Ha Ha" he says "pretty good" "I'll write YOU one sometime I'..."

"Does he tell you he loves you still? He tells me Does he blow you secret kisses? He does me Does the warmth and strength of his arms make you feel safe? They do me Does he give you a look that make..."

"I had a friend give me some advice today "Hold your heart tight and run" But where do I go? Everywhere I see you Feel, hear, and taste you "Take your heart and run," she says And so I run holding fast..."

"Shouts ~ Screams ~ Yell Our language What a way to speak Whoops! We don't speak We Shreech! Taunt ~ Tease ~ Torment Our quality time What a way to bond UH OH! We don't bond We scatter! Argue ~ Fuss ..."

"Anger, Joy, Pain These are the seats of my roller coaster I put myself in line But you pick the cars I ride I wonder if I'm just another sucker Following endless line of females Why you? Why me? If I..."

"Those sweet cheeks MMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM Those sweet cheeks They arouse me Standing Walking Leaning OWWW those sweet cheeks High Little Plush Mmmmmm Mmmmmm Mmmmmm How perfect they fit the cu..."

"My child I never knew The one I never hugged I love you, you know How you ask? I love you because.... I remember you Your weight in my womb Your twists and turns Sometimes I imagine I heard your crie..."

"Jealousy = Green No = Black Swamp mire Black OOZING, STINKING HATRED!!! Suffocating of both self And others Ends of friendship TRAPPING, CHOKING KILLS LOVE!!! Jealousy = Green No = Red Stabbed heart..."

"Laughter sings to the air Sweet lightens the heart Children grow Damn While I blink Fingers float over the skin Eases the lust Good husband works Hard labor While I fuck Razor glides over the skin..."

"Your bra is blue Your nipples are hard Your ass like... Two little round apples ~@~ He'd better be Thinking "Golden Delicious" ~@~ Two ripe handfuls He gestures Sparkling eyes Chambray shirt Grin..."

"Do I push the blame Upon the Milage checker? How much do I say If only he'd hadn't He wouldn't, He would Than I would have not? If words hadn't been spoken Blame hadn't been hurled Where have? Who ha..."

"Twisted V's Valium and Vicadon They   Slide       Down With the greatest of ease The head gets fuzzy And the ears are buzzy And then my prose flows Little dittys about affairs Semi rhymes about my t..."

"TELL ME For I am needy What do you see When your eyes Fall upon me TELL ME only the truth good or bad never fear that I'll get mad TELL ME do not lie For I doubt I have The umph to say goodbye! Writ..."

"What is it like to be in love? The true stuff The Real McCoy Does it come from The heart Or is it from the loins? Is real love financial? Support Or not giving a care about funds? Is it home toge..."

"The poems I write Are as shitty as my life Yet, you give me pretty stars I love you all for that Kudos to you And like my life I lap it all up (GREEDY) All the pretty praise you give me The poems I..."