tickledpink

"put me third to your addictions take my gift take my body take all i have and cram it in 3rd Written November 17th, 2001 © on Nov 16 2001 05:04 PM PST   10 • 1"

"Twas a time not then or to come When turtle shell glasses framed kaleidoscope eyes Of a lady with long lashes Who danced with the breeze And as she danced she sang with the sea And kept beat with wa..."

"crazy together what are we what's this between us crazy together wild touch soft whats love just a word no meaning like a title no meaning just a word to describe the indescribable thats us indescrib..."

"swings stars picnic tables chicken nuggets swings stars why no officer i didnt know the park closed after dark swings stars Written November 18th, 2001 © on Nov 17 2001 04:06 PM PST   10 • 0"

"you give me a rush intoxication a barely there kiss intoxicates me im drunk off of you your sanity in this world that drives me far from sane your color in this life that blinds me with its vibrance y..."

"you     dont   love me dont say you do dont say you'll stop for me if   you     wont you can say you love me or you can show me you can say it or you can mean it             if you dont mean it  ..."

"thats fine do what you want see if i care mock me for caring so see if i care its not up to me these things you do so do what you want hurt me with every hit you take but keep on its your life its n..."

"hold my face in your hands kiss me like you mean it tell me you love me tell me i matter most you dont need it as long as you have me i wont ask i wont tell its up to you you say its just who you are ..."

"dont worry i could never     kill myself im too weak for that too weak to even make the suffering stop   just frail enough to lie in my sorrows maybe ill get lucky maybe ill drown Written December..."

"there's no point in sleeping the shit's still there in the morning just back off shut up the point is taking so stop your chattering your nagging your yelling just go away leave me alone one of these ..."

"the cadence of your heart lulls me i drift off into limbo eternal ecstasy rise and fall with each breath sleepy eyes look down upon me sleepy smile glows my way a sleepy kiss lying here in limbo Writ..."

"things will never be the same you screwed up... or was it me you dropped me and left me my soul flew away with my heart following you in your glory i was alone with nothing. empty. tears of sadness ra..."

"why do you confuse me why do you step on my heart breaking it into a million pieces i love you mad you do not return you are silent tears overtake my eyes my face is wet with your neglect why do i suf..."

"i hate the way you love me nothing but neglect hurt is all i feel ignore me then love me confusion i am nothing to you in your company i am everything to you alone afraid of the truth use others for y..."

"if i asked you to stay, would you go? if i asked you why, would you know? if i loved you too much, would you love me more? if i needed you, would you turn and walk away? if i wanted you to leave, woul..."

"uncertainty   angxiety never been so scared in my life           could i be... no way   not possible not me     twist, turn what if... making me sick   freaking me out       driving me insane   t..."

"i am not fine you fucking   idiot selfish   inconsiderate pathetic     idiot keep screwing       me over i wont keep   accepting     it. Written January 3rd, 2002 © on Jan 03 2002 01:52 PM PST   1..."

"drip   drop drip   drop 3 a m the dripping the dropping   water from the faucet hypnotizing me with tired bloodshot eyes i stare at the pine branch outside my window   the wind punches it around..."

"ramble on about this and that spontaneous thoughts glide off your tongue and bounce around the room i love your mind and the things it thinks you always have a point to go to war with a point of mine..."

"cramped in this little cage tear stained enclosure held by these shackles your words push me to run run away from you these sad shackles digging into my skin into me holding me here still excruciating..."

"fuck you who are you i dont need you to teach me to ride my bike and i dont need you to teach me this and that i dont want you around i hate you you're callous unfeeling pushing me into the mouth of..."

"I dont want to die I just want this shit to stop I want it all to end and leave me alone i want to be left alone but not by myself i cant be by myself i need you your not here i cant go to you because..."

"everyday every single day no matter what i do its never good enough not for you you step on me melt my spirits please, just leave me alone i wont bother you just pretend im not here id rather be invi..."

"driving down this black stretch of solitude every glaring set of headlights are yours walking blindly through this imaginary crowd every blond haired head is yours lonely strolls down these over-popul..."

"ignorance it really is bliss for months i lived in bliss i thought that light bulb of realization had flickered that i was what you wanted and you didnt need anything else i thought you would be wholl..."

"please pick up i cant dial it anymore sit and wait listening to the rings resonating through my mind pushing this desperate halo out my finger is blistered from punching the numbers time and time agai..."

"in this world i stand my vale of grace shattered plucking shards of time from the wreckage of my soul sunken far beneath the hostile waves you breathe in my ear Written February 11th, 2002 © on Feb..."

"sitting at the top of the stairs listening to the knives you spit out fly towards each other you pour boiling water on already burned skin you dig deeper in a wound thats been alive for so long you kn..."