Same Old Stuff

Here I am, where the hell are you?I'm tired of always being cast out, I'm tired of you believing the trash that they speak!I'm tired of having to always justify myself to you!I can't take this anymore, I don't care to remember, all the times you left.I don't want to live in our memories, because I spend too much time there.I live in a land, where things are the way that I want.In my land I am happy, in my land, You are with me.This is just a joke, an excuse for something better.Here I am, shattered and torn, where are you?Woops, I forgot, you weren't ever by my side.They want me to tell you, what's the point?I won't be here too much longer!I can't take this anymore!!You all think it's just a joke, and that I don't do what I say I do.Won't you be surprised, when that day finally comes!I won't care, because there's no reason to stay.I tried I really did, but I gave up on the fight.I didn't see the point any longer, I didn't care for you to stare-Blankly at me when I cry.What will it take, who do I have to be?Why won't you come to me?Too busy with that one, not any time left for me.I guess I don't matter? Isn't that right.You took away my means of sanity, you took away my hope.You took away everything that meant something to me.You took my heart, and no it's gone. Not able to ever get it back!It's all the same, everything is the same!Stuff never changes, and now I'm just dull.Living in my land, where life is what I want! Written November 22nd, 2001 © on Nov 22 2001 06:25 AM PST   18 • 0 • 8