Stupid Girl (part 2)
By deviousgirl
Oh Mandy, here you go again-You went out with him, you let him in.You began to trust, ended in a total bust. You said yes that Tuesday night.You knew better because I told you so.I gave you that feeling, but you didn't question.Too eager to have someone care, too quick to want someone there.You fooled yourself into 'happy thoughts.'You should know feelings can't be bought.Started out so well-you were his pick. He bid them all farewellWalking around you made me sick.I knew, but you wouldn't listen.You didn't want to know the truth, but it all comes out in time.They gossiped about you, but you didn't care.You didn't care because someone would be there to hold you that night.You told him things no one knew,Not a soul, just he and you.You got stupid and began to care.You let him in, didn't listen did you?You wondered in the back of your head.He promised he wouldn't leave again.He said he'd always stay.I don't know what to laugh at more-Your idioticy, or his hyprocracyWhy did you take him back?I told you not to!You stupid girl, made me proud again.He and you were all alone, and you found your spot in the well.Things happened and you knew.That he was only screwing with you.Why won't you get it? You're a nothing! History always repeats, too stubborn to realize.You didn't listen to me,and now you'll have to see.He promised you the future-He committed your past-He cared for your heart-but his mask didn't last.A nothing in his eyes, number 2 in his heart.Why won't you ever get it?You're not destined to find love.You lonely girl, go live the life of abandonmentYou know it so well, and now you have even more stories to tell.So much for caring, so much for trust, so much for chances.It was all just lust.You couldn't leave with dignity-not even without regrets.You left feeling dirty, just like the shirt he wore.You didn't listen, here's your hell to pay.No promise for a future-because he left you today.No bargains for a memory, because you've been robbed of your life.I smile at your pain-maybe this time you'll finally learn.You can't always be the one to believeTrusting him was wrong, and caring was the worst.You stupid girl, had to fall back into that well.This time I'm proudest of them all!History beats you all again!But it was *I*, the conscience that did win!*sigh* another heartache Written January 11th, 2002 © on Jan 11 2002 11:55 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"Oh Mandy, here you go again-You went out with him, you let him in.You began to trust, ended in a total bust. You said yes that Tuesday night.You knew better because I told you so.I gave you that feeling, but you didn't question.Too eager to have someone care, too quick to want someone there.You fooled yourself into 'happy thoughts.'You should know feelings can't be bought.Started out so well-you were his pick. He bid them all farewellWalking around you made me sick.I knew, but you wouldn't listen.You didn't want to know the truth, but it all comes out in time.They gossiped about you, but you didn't care.You didn't care because someone would be there to hold you that night.You told him things no one knew,Not a soul, just he and you.You got stupid and began to care.You let him in, didn't listen did you?You wondered in the back of your head.He promised he wouldn't leave again.He said he'd always stay.I don't know what to laugh at more-Your idioticy, or his hyprocracyWhy did you take him back?I told you not to!You stupid girl, made me proud again.He and you were all alone, and you found your spot in the well.Things happened and you knew.That he was only screwing with you.Why won't you get it? You're a nothing! History always repeats, too stubborn to realize.You didn't listen to me,and now you'll have to see.He promised you the future-He committed your past-He cared for your heart-but his mask didn't last.A nothing in his eyes, number 2 in his heart.Why won't you ever get it?You're not destined to find love.You lonely girl, go live the life of abandonmentYou know it so well, and now you have even more stories to tell.So much for caring, so much for trust, so much for chances.It was all just lust.You couldn't leave with dignity-not even without regrets.You left feeling dirty, just like the shirt he wore.You didn't listen, here's your hell to pay.No promise for a future-because he left you today.No bargains for a memory, because you've been robbed of your life.I smile at your pain-maybe this time you'll finally learn.You can't always be the one to believeTrusting him was wrong, and caring was the worst.You stupid girl, had to fall back into that well.This time I'm proudest of them all!History beats you all again!But it was *I*, the conscience that did win!*sigh* another heartache..."