Throwing In The Towel

You- I'm sick and tired of your endless crap!! You constantly put me down, and I know you enjoy it. You enjoy that look, the one that shows how much it hurts. You savor the moment of the uneeded pain. I've only tried, to be there, and let you talk. I've done all that I could, and now I stopped! I hate you!!! You're not human, just something. Something that lives off of others pain. How can you look at yourself every morning, and not become ill. That's what You do to me. I am sick to my stomach because of you. You and you're hate filled venem. You and your constant insults. You and your unexplanable ways! I tried to be your friend, I tried to be all that I could to you. I tried to understand, but You aren't worth it. You talk about me, as if I don't hear. You throw around secrets as if it's everyone's news. You degrade all that I do, and never can justify. I hate You, I really do!!! I wonder why I'm still here, I wonder why I listen to your constant crap. What makes me waste  my efforts on You? I chalk it up to Character flaw, that's why I still talk to You.This is for a "friend" that I no longer have any means for. I've known them for a very long time, and I refuse to be their punching bag. I'm not taking the insults anymore. I was talking to them yesterday, and I got this from our final "talk." Written December 26th, 2001 © on Dec 26 2001 03:53 AM PST   18 • 0 • 1