Wrong To Love
By deviousgirl
I love you, I love you not,I love you, I love you not!Those words constantly ravage my head.When I'm with you, all I do is shine.I sparkle, I sing, I'm radiant.I know you see the sparkle in my eye.We talk and I feel like you know me,better then any other ever could.You understand me, and we have our many jokes.Why does it hurt then?When you ask why no one loves you?Why does it make me want to cry, when you say that you're alone?It's like a dagger in my heart,but you're not kind enough to take it out.I promise myself to not love you, ha that only lasts for a bit.I need you, and that's the sad realization!I love you, and I know it's true.I look into your eyes, and see this fire inside.They have their own perspective of things,and they take your breath away.We walked like we always do, and we talked.You asked why no one loves you.God, you can pin point the moment that my heart broke.I wanted to scream, 'I love you!'Me, I love you!But I couldn't, and I can't.I'm not able to deal with it yet.I'm not able to handle to pain.I do what I always do, keep walking with my head up high.I know loving you is bad for me, and that I only dig myself deeper.I know loving you makes me live for something.I know loving you excites me.I'm torn, I know what I should do, but I cannot bring myself to it.I'm not that capable to give up on you.Some things you say to hurt me,and others to see my reaction.I know I mean something to you,but is it enough to keep going?I said I loved you, you smiled, best part of the day.Can I keep doing this, am I that strong?I need you, and I have no hope.It's because I know I'm not the one.I'm not the one who you love,I'm the one that you ask the questions to.If you only knew what you mean to me.If you only knew what I'd do for you.If you only knew that every night I wish upon the star for you.I'm pathetic, wanting the only thing that I can't ever have.Why did you have to go and mean so much?Why did you have to make me fall for yousoooooo hard?Why . . . ?Where are my answers?I love you, I love you not,I love you, I love you not.Either way, it kills! Written November 24th, 2001 © on Nov 24 2001 07:13 AM PST 18 • 0 • 8
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"I love you, I love you not,I love you, I love you not!Those words constantly ravage my head.When I'm with you, all I do is shine.I sparkle, I sing, I'm radiant.I know you see the sparkle in my eye.We talk and I feel like you know me,better then any other ever could.You understand me, and we have our many jokes.Why does it hurt then?When you ask why no one loves you?Why does it make me want to cry, when you say that you're alone?It's like a dagger in my heart,but you're not kind enough to take it out.I promise myself to not love you, ha that only lasts for a bit.I need you, and that's the sad realization!I love you, and I know it's true.I look into your eyes, and see this fire inside.They have their own perspective of things,and they take your breath away.We walked like we always do, and we talked.You asked why no one loves you.God, you can pin point the moment that my heart broke.I wanted to scream, 'I love you!'Me, I love you!But I couldn't, and I can't.I'm not able to deal with it yet.I'm not able to handle to pain.I do what I always do, keep walking with my head up high.I know loving you is bad for me, and that I only dig myself deeper.I know loving you makes me live for something.I know loving you excites me.I'm torn, I know what I should do, but I cannot bring myself to it.I'm not that capable to give up on you.Some things you say to hurt me,and others to see my reaction.I know I mean something to you,but is it enough to keep going?I said I loved you, you smiled, best part of the day.Can I keep doing this, am I that strong?I need you, and I have no hope.It's because I know I'm not the one.I'm not the one who you love,I'm the one that you ask the questions to.If you only knew what you mean to me.If you only knew what I'd do for you.If you only knew that every night I wish upon the star for you.I'm pathetic, wanting the only thing that I can't ever have.Why did you have to go and mean so much?Why did you have to make me fall for yousoooooo hard?Why . . . ?Where are my answers?I love you, I love you not,I love you, I love you not.Either way, it kills!..."