You Came First

I got to see you tonight-I was the happiest I've been in awhile.I never got hugged like that before.No one told me I was that beautiful before.No one made me feel so warm, and loved.You did that tonight, and for that I'm truly grateful!You ran to me, as though I was something special,you kissed me, and I never glowed so much!I love you, and I missed you even more.Everyday that goes by without you in it, breaks my heart.I miss you so much that my heart swells at your thought!I got you tonight, and I love you so much!Your smile, and laugh, your voice, you're warmth.You just held me, in all the ways that I remember.You kept looking at me, so adoringly.Brushing my hair gently from my face.I could smell your cologne, I almost could taste it.I sat across from you, and I laughed so much.No more sneaking out of class,No more hugs in the hall, No more note passing,Nothing, it's no more!At least we still talk, and tonight you were mine.How I love you, butterflies in the stomach, heart beating fast.You're my one and only, you can before Him.Surprising that I got over you soooo quick?!But then did I really?I love you more then you'll ever know.You were what I used to live for, wonder why I'm so messed up?You're gone, and I'm alone.I got my night, with us.Something I haven't had in a long time.I love you, and I need you.I always have, but couldn't ever say it.I wonder . . . how long till I see you again?I love you !!!!! Written November 23rd, 2001 © on Nov 23 2001 12:20 PM PST   18 • 0 • 14