Why After All This Time?
Why after all this time, does seeing you cause me so much pain? After all, I don't love you anymore . . . all I can feel is disdain. You crippled my self-esteem. You murdered my pride. Why after all this time, do I feel the need to hide? Is it because I'm no longer the person I used to be? Or is it that you've moved on to another life without me? I can't understand where this pain in my heart comes from. Am I that dissatisfied with the person that I've become? Could it be that my heart still aches for you, Even when I know that your heart was never true? Perhaps it's the smell of your cologne, or your kiss, Or maybe it's just being an "us" that I miss? Surely the reason my heart aches is for the love that has died. Feelings of regret that it would be living still, if you had not lied. I know that, I honestly could not go through it all again. Why? When after all this time you still cause me so much pain. Written December 10th, 2001 © on Dec 10 2001 06:07 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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