I lay wondering
By MaNiAc311
I lay wondering why, Why do I let myself cry, It isn't worth it anymore, All my friends left and slammed the door, I lay wondering why, Why can't I just say goodbye, No one gives a fuck about "Ben" I just wish this could all end, I lay wondering why, Why can't I die, Why can't I die, Why can't I die, Did my life ever make sence, Why do I still long for a mother's kiss, Did anyone ever hear me? I was screaming for an eternity, Did I ever even deserve to live in this place, I wish the time until death would pick up some fucking pace, Why, Why, Why, Why... I still lay wondering why, Why did your foolish "God" create me, only to cry, I still lay wondering when, When did I ever not want life to end, I still lay wondering where, Where was it my heart got it's first tear, I still lay wondering who, Who else is forced to feel this way too?.. Written January 9th, 2002 © on Jan 09 2002 10:59 AM PST 18 • 0 • 1
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"I lay wondering why,..."