Contemplative Existence

"How I wish I could bend the structure of time To be with you forever, To go back to the first day I met you. Everytime I am with you my heart beats Faster and faster. It's like an aura of unresistable..."

"I walk alone, this lonely path, Born without being asked, No one knows my true self... Wake up every morning, Not happy to be alive, I hide myself in the shadows, Until nightfall are open eyes. Thou..."

"What is this pain inside of me, Stabbing at me over and over, No escape in this forsaken world, My life just grows slower and slower. Why does hate grip me so tight? Choking me, suffocating me, killi..."

"What is this pain I feel? Gripping my mind so tight, Clawing it's way inide of me, Its soul black as night. What is this hell I feel? Growing through my body, Destroying my feelings inside, Depriving..."

"This black fire burns inside of me, Engulfing my thoughts, I try to escape this torched soul, This broken black image. I see myself running through nothing, Afraid of the unknown, This pillard of fea..."

"A dagger through my chest, These feelings I can't regress, You are deadening me, Black heart screams with grief. Rusted piercings in my mind, Opposed views will grind, My senses need to decay, I cry ..."